"Never gonna make it..."


Can't but help to feel this way. I see these young people out here with so much talent. And I'm thinking, that use to be me... But I feel like I'm never gonna make it and I'm never gonna get there. And that hurts like hell... I've worked all my life to be somewhere and I'm still no where. Damn it hurts to be broke.. Torn between the artists' desire and life's mandatories. I feel like I did it all wrong. I squandered my time. I wish things were different. I wish that I made better decisions. But the clock keeps on ticking and nothing is happening. The desire and talent just isn't there anymore. And for some strange reason, the dream deferred has become the dream cancelled. I feel like I'm never going to be what I worked all my life to be. So what's the point???