Yeah It hurts...

Eventhough it shouldn't. Sometimes you look forward to something so much and when you don't get it, it hurts like hell... I know what you're thinking, why do you let yourself get excited?? I don't know why... I tried not to fall victim, but it happened anyway. Now I'm sitting looking stupid... Everybody plays the fool, and I guess I should be nominated for an academy award. I'm always playing the fool... Should be an expert at it...